L98.艾莉姆的過去之五

(Arimo continues to elaborate on her past while carving woods.)

"I gradually learned that Carso won't help those who are helpless and have no power."

"He only helps those who can serve Him and have power. After understanding this, I tried to make up all kinds of excuses to avoid attending battles..."

"Even though Carso is my lifesaver, I don't want to hurt anyone for Him any more."

Although you can't see Arimo's expression, you notice her voice is a bit trembling.

"Then my companions started to suspect if I was going to betray them..."

"Even after I told them that Carso was not as selfless and loving as we thought but was only using us, no one believed me."

(Arimo pauses after saying this, though you still can't see her expression.)

"I escaped that night... so raggedly, running like hell."

"When you found that the truth you have always believed is a scam, and the people around you can't understand it, that strong sense of powerlessness makes people want to escape."